Maybe I should change my username to 'small'. I don't even have the energy to check if it's been taken. I think I was overcompensating for the predicaments I got stuck in. Forgive me for being misleading.
I've lost lost about 4 years to corporate so far. I hope I get out soon. Imagine everything I've missed out on. I don't really have to because I've seen it for myself. Sometimes you just get hit with a nvke but you survive and continue living on as a mutant. It's some kind of life.
Same thing with crowds. I'm always in the wrong one and they keep moving right. Right? Stop moving for a second, it's not that big of a deal that you are moving. I can appeal to crowds more than I can appeal to time but it feels like it's just about the same.
I run approximately 10-15 years ahead of the cultural zeitgeist. And when it does finally catch up, it's in the most superficial way possible. What's the point?
This could all be fixed if everyone stopped fucking. Don't ever complain about bad things if you are a fucker. If you aren't, I'm sorry if you got dragged into this mess.