@kandi4kai im failing half my classes. my teachers call me stupid but i just dont understand whats wrong with me? why is everyone else fine but i cant undestand any of the schoolwork? god i hate this, i should go to bed. 1:31AM
@kandi4kai i wish i had a boyfriend or someone to love me. but it feels like no one loves me. my parents are disappointed im not like my sisters who are both in college. there perfect and pretty. i wish i was them
@kandi4kai and the kids at my school are even worse. middle school sucks. dont ever grow up. i just want to be a kid again. i dont know why i keep hurting myself. my younger self wouldnt like that, and i try to do everything for him.
tw: vent// i dont know what's wrong with me. everything is just so hard and i feel so dumb. i dont know what im doing wrong but everyone just leaves me eventually. my state is so homophobic im so scared to be my true self