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4 weeks ago

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4 weeks ago

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@glitterpussy jk princess soh cah toa it is not your fault that mr. cuh is evil

7 days ago

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that "native american" princess soh cah toa is finna catch these hands

7 days ago

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hi everypony i hate skool i have so much work. stupid evil trigonometry and evil ap classes and evil joe biden's pronoun class (art)

7 days ago

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@glitterpussy i feel bad. there's nothing special about him. he's kinda ugly but in my eyes he's pretty. i don't know how to talk to boys romantically, only as friends. i bet he doesn't have the slightest idea i feel this way. maybe if he also liked me, he'd be more willing to make a move if i made it more obvious but the thing is that i'm terrified that he doesn't. GOD it literally is not even that deep. why do i miss him so much. this is stupid. i hate him. i hate myself. but in a positive way

2 weeks ago

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@glitterpussy what's so special about him? he's just a dumb teenage boy. he's corny and he's a poser sometimes, but i would completely change myself if it meant he would date me. i don't know why i can't just have a crush on someone without it turning into an obsession where i always feel a pit of dread in my stomach. i really wish i didn't do this because i'm going to end up mistreating someone one day. the abused becomes the abuser i guess. i can't even talk about him to anybody because i'm too ashamed

2 weeks ago

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it's embarrassing to admit but at this point he's completely taken over my life. he's mediocre and immature, he has a splotchy bleached buzzcut and acne from wrestling. for some reason he was leaning on me yesterday, to the point where if i moved he would've fallen, but sometimes i get scared that he has a hatered for me that runs deeper than anything else. if im not constantly stimulated my mind is filled with thoughts of him, i can't get him out of my brain.

2 weeks ago

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no one knows me truly but if they did they would hate me and want me dead

3 weeks ago

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i don't know how to be a real person

3 weeks ago

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