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hypermug1

@hypermug1 I've read all the criticism and a lot of it is pretty solid leaning on the fact that i have outgrown the old internet community and the whole "Why the fuck are you even here" question does make a lot of sense. The answer really is that i have trouble interacting with people irl bc of my autism and social anxiety so i feel kind of lonely so i replace that with online interaction which is a lot easier or me and in smaller communities like the oic i typically am able to interact with more people more often. its unhealthy and ive recognized it for a while. I genuinely feel remorse for my actions, and i have decided to leave this part of the internet as a whole, which is something that was long overdue. After all, i do need to focus more on my financial situation and my goals in life, rather than internet happenings and my stupid ramblings. (2/2)

6 days ago

hypermug1

ive had some time to think about it and id like to acknowlege first that i totally fucked up and theres absolutely nothing okay about what i posted and i dont know why im so fucking retarded.
That post was wildly inappropriate for pikidiary, it should have gone to one of my mainstream social media accounts but even better not been posted at all.
i am a 20 year old adult. i should know better than to post that on pikidiary, especially bringing its userbase into consideration.
for context: it was a post that said "i did the femboy thing :3" with me wearing thigh highs and a monster energy can between my legs, which was me learning into common behaviors and video styles that i saw related to the femboy aesthetic in 2020 on tiktok. im nonbinary and i thought femboy would be the right self-descriptor for me, because i think my gender identity is actually somewhat a feminine masculine. i thought that the word "femboy" was still reclaimed and that it was still no longer an offensive term or a fetish term. (1/2)

6 days ago

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@g0bl1n_gurl https://pikidiary.lol/posts/209587#209696

1 week ago

hypermug1

@cutefemboy wtf dont talk to me like that ew

1 week ago

hypermug1

RyzenAiko told me there were hot 30 year old goth women on here

1 month ago

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